I'm calling you out on what you've done.
I want you to feel the way I do.
I'm starting to hate what I've become.
and its all because of you.

The guilt you put on me
was enough to get me down.
Took everything i had to keep me hanging on.

I've been down so long.
I've seen the bottom from below.
I watched you walk all over me.

I'm over this.
I beat my head, against the wall.
I pushed my pieces back to whole.
I find my way back from the dead.
To mend my life again.

You let me down for way to long.
and I can't stand the way it felt.
I turned the tables on you now.
And put my faith in something real.

The guilt you put on me,
was enough to get me down.
It took everything I had to keep me hanging on.

I've been down so long.
I've seen the bottom from below.
I watched you walk all over me.

I'm over this.
I beat my head, against the wall.
I forced my pieces back to whole.
I find my way back from the dead.
To mend my life again, again.

I'm calling you out on what you've done.
I want you to feel the way I do.
I'm starting to hate what I've become.
and its all because of you.

I've been down so long.
I've seen the bottom from below.
I watched you walk all over me.

I'm over this.
I beat my head, against the wall.
I forced my pieces back to whole.
I find my way back from the dead.

To live again.

Right song. Right time.

Been down with the flu for the last couple of days. And since Mich was as well, I figured it wouldn't do either of us much harm to hang out together. Hence the GH marathon at my place today since my friend kindly lent me his PS3 + GH stuff :D

And on Sunday, I was supposed to go to the cyber games thingy with my dad but since I wasn't feeling well he went on his own. And at about 1pm, I woke up and heard this chiming noise.. Went to investigate and turns out my dad bought a Wii!! HAHAHA.. Not only that, but Guitar Hero too! And Wii Fit and Wii sports :D omgosh.. which explains me rotting in front of the tv the whole of Monday! I'm kinda addicted to Wii sports golf and my dad super loves Guitar Hero :D Thanks daddy! My holidays are completely unboring now(: not that it was boring before!

I am not the freaking cause for the end of the r/s okay. I may have ended it but I tried my best to salvage it. You were the one who refused to. STOP BLAMING ME. And stop holding on to something that is NOT THERE. Just leave me alone.

IT FEELS SO GOOD TO BE HOME.
So my plans ended up being altered quite a bit from what I had planned haha.

Monday: Sushi Tei with Mich, Cassie, Joel and then GHWT with Mich and Joel! It felt so good to play GH again, even though the guitars there were kinda spoilt..

Tuesday: Sentosa and Vivo shopping with Mich. Didn't manage to get much of a tan though ): was so tempted to buy F21 stuff, but I still have one lot that I ordered with Mich but hasn't arrived yet, so I think I should wait! Dinner with family after <3

Wednesday:Early morning trip to SPCA(: I miss that place so much, and Ida remembered me I was so happy(: So good to see the people there too, really felt nice(: Zabby came over after that and we hung out after like not meeting up for a couple of years! It's really cool we could still talk so much(: So enjoyable! Looking forward to our tennis/swimming/tanning sessions! More of a great day to come! (:

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