hate time difference ):

Ahhh the new OTH episode is so amazing.
Clay + Sara <3

"we burn so bright together"

I'm really quite afraid to give relationship advice. I don't really fancy being called the "cause" of anymore breakups. I think my advice has changed over the past year or so. I used to be very optimistic (not that I'm pessimistic now), but I think I face reality more now. I remember Ju and I were saying that we were afraid to be alone after such a long time having someone, maybe that's why I used to hold on. But after the breakup, I was fine, I enjoyed my life. I guess for me I was forced to get over the hurt, so it went away. Nobody wins in a breakup, but the hurt does go away, it does get better day by day.

Everyone wants to try to make things better, but there's only so much you can do. At some point, when you spend more time shouting, crying and having cold wars, then there's no point left. I don't think love grows under those circumstances.

Looking at myself, it seems like things really do pan out to be okay. I'm so happy now, things are on the right track. Yeah, it was fast for me getting into another relationship, but it's never too soon to love again.

I hope things work out okay! xx

57 days to:
not being an hour away from town
a larger wardrobe
not spending £130 on ASOS
partying with the best company
not having to freeze on the way to clubs
mum's home-cooked food
weekends with my boyfriend
ladies night
random outings with Michelle when we're both bored
walking my dogs
sentosa sun
shorts & flip-flops
SQ 319, 56K (:

You take away the old
Show me the new
And I feel like I can fly when I stand next to you
So while I'm on this phone
A hundred miles from home
I'll take the words you gave and send them back to you

I only want to see
If you're okay when I'm not around
Asking if you love me
I love the way you make it sound
Calling you to see
Do I try too hard to make you smile?
To make us smile

I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me
I can't believe you actually picked me

I'm addicted to Blue October and Harvey Danger songs.

I miss Far East Shopping Centre, finding toilets at Fort Canning, Mayfair Park, Henderson Waves, extreme lameness, Up, drunk calls, GH @ Orchard Central, Fernvale, food expeditions, 163, Mambo, Marina Barrage, Bukit Timah Market, 5-hour talks, overhead bridges, last buses and

"see you when I see you".
67 xx

ZOMG I hate shopping. I can't stop. It's like cigarettes, it's worse than cigarettes ): But I love everything I buy! I love my new River Island sequin waistcoat :D so pretty!! There are sales everywhere now, so tempting. Must start studying!!! ):

not again.

Back to SB! Long long journey, I'd never been this unprepared with packing and stuff, but I haven't forgotten anything! (so far)

Friday night/Saturday was AWESOME. Butter was rocking, and everyone got high :D Rhyming, singing to the music at the merlion. The company just made everything even better, although no one wanted to go to macs after haha. Alvin the new baldie sent me home and we chatted until 8, followed him back and took a short nap. Michy met us for lunch and passed me my awesome Topshop bag early birthday present(: Thanks Mich and Cassie!!

The summer holiday has been so amazing. Meeting up with the usual fantastic people, as well as some unexpected ones. And of course, meeting Alvin under the most random circumstances, leading to a wonderful month of the most spontaneous fun :D I love you sweetheart.

Time to focus now and work hard(: See all you lovelies in December! xx

I miss my boyfriend ):

It's kinda strange to be going through this whole BMT stage again, but it's worth it(: Take care in there and go for it. I love you Alvin Tan Chong Kwang.

I'm so glad I went down to the SPCA today to see Loges and Gin and everyone, cos Suresh dropped by too(: SO AWESOME. I really suck at meeting up with the people I should meet up with so it was excellent timing. Had a really nice chat, catching up with all of them. I miss that place. Handsome, Boy, Ida, Rumi, Guinness and Toby, hope you all find great homes soon(:

It's gonna be different this time. I'll be stronger, more positive and more trusting. We'll make it.

90 days xx

I tried to be strong
But I wanna cry
So I hold you close
As I say goodbye

And I'm sorry I won't be
With you tonight
When you close your eyes

You know that I want the best for you
And I hope that you will write
If I had it my way
I could be with you tonight
I am coming home to you
I can finally see the light
And if I should make it through
I will be with you tonight

To have and to hold
Protect and provide
All you should need
I won't deny

And I need to see
That smile on your face
The look in your eyes
It takes me away

I'm sorry I won't be
With you tonight
But you're on my mind
And I feel so helpless
All I want is just to be with you again

You know that I want the best for you
And I hope that you will write
If I had it my way
I could be with you tonight
I am coming home to you
I can finally see the light
And if I should make it through
I will be with you tonight

I've been away for so long
It's been so hard on my own
I think about you every single day
I can't wait to come back home

Gone by Course of Nature
This song is definitely going to get to me some time in the next 3 months.

The Corner is a fantastic song (:

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